Christmas is a
time for joy and happiness, spending time with family, remembering Christmas past
when times were so different, simple but grand.
Sadly, a lot
of the old ways have been left behind and Christmas has become a commercial
holiday. Not so, back in the day when all we had to wake up to was an orange
and apple or one present if we were lucky. We felt rich as a king in our
hearts.
We’d search
through the woods for the perfect tree and sometimes that took days and every
year it looked the same. We had to tie the top of it to the curtain rod to get
the star to stay in place. It was cut from cardboard with aluminum foil wrapped
around it to make it shine. Our decorations were holly berries and popcorn
strings wrapped around the little droopy tree. The stockings were hung near the
tree the night before, anticipating our once a year Christmas treat.
Then as I grew
older I noticed something was missing, mama and daddy never did get a present. I
felt so bad on Christmas morning when we all opened our stockings or the one
present that Santa had managed to bring each one of us. So one year I fell on a
plan to make sure daddy and mama had a present. I started saving every little
penny I could, mostly pay from an older lady that hired me to come in the
summer and do some house cleaning and yard sweeping. I put them in an old quart
jar in my bedroom closet. I didn’t want anyone to know about them so I kept quiet
as a mouse. When Christmas Eve rolled around I kept asking mama if she needed
anything from the store for her baking or cooking. I knew she always made a
black walnut cake from the walnuts we’d cracked and hulled out earlier in the
fall. We always saved some for our Christmas cake. She also made a homemade
apple sauce cake too. The rest of Christmas dinner consisted of food we’d
canned from the gardens in the summer and fresh hog meat that had been killed
just before Thanksgiving or Christmas.
I prayed she
would need something really bad, bad enough to send me to the store. We always
walked to the little country store just over the road from the house. I kept
asking, are you sure you don’t need anything from the store and finally she
spoke up and said, well if you want to hoof it bad enough I need a dozen eggs
for these cakes, just what I’d been waiting to hear.
Since our hens didn’t lay much in the winter
we only had enough eggs for breakfast if we had any at all. I ran as fast as my
legs would take me towards that quart jar and grabbed those pennies and put
them in my pocket. Mama gave me a list to fill and I found out she needed more
than she thought. I just about run all the way to the store. When I got there I
gave the list to the storekeeper to fill as usual while I looked around. I
already had in mind what to buy for mama and daddy’s Christmas present. When he
got done filling the list and I paid him with the money mama gave me and stuck
what little change she had left back in my other pocket I reached in and
brought out the handful of pennies I’d saved. I handed em to him and said will
this much money buy a small box of Garrett Strong Snuff and a pack of Camel
Cigarettes? He said, well let me count what you got. He counted each penny and
told me I had just enough, which I surely doubt today every time I think about
it.
He put the
little box of snuff for mama and the cigarettes for daddy in a small, brown bag
and I stashed them in my pocket so they couldn’t be seen. I felt happy as a
lark walking back home. I didn’t even stop but long enough to sit mama’s eggs
and stuff on the table and took off towards the bedroom. I took out the little
bag and looked for something to wrap the presents in. I came up with a plan to
wrap each one in a piece of brown paper cut from the paper bag that I carried
mama’s groceries in. I slipped in the kitchen and found the paper bag mama had
emptied and grabbed some scissors and run back into the bedroom and cut a big
enough piece to wrap each present in. I felt so much joy in my heart and
couldn’t wait to see their eyes come morning. I was all set, come bed time I’d
slip back up after everyone went to sleep and put mama and daddy’s Christmas
presents under the tree. I laid there so quiet and listened to the old clock
tick away until everyone was fast asleep. I had the presents hid under the bed
covers. I eased up and tip toed into the living room and laid the presents
under the tree. Then I slipped back into bed and finally fell asleep.
The noise
woke me up come morning and I jumped straight up and ran for the living room.
Everyone was there opening their presents and we all got one present. Daddy and
mama must have had a little extra money to pay Santa with that year. I got a
puzzle cause Santa knew I loved putting puzzles together. After all of us kids
had opened our presents I crawled under the tree and got mama and daddy’s
present and handed it to them. They both looked really serious and said what’s
this? I told them it was something Santa left for them. They opened it up and their
eyes lite up more so than the tree. Daddy said, I wonder who told him what kind
we used. Mama said, I wonder the same thing but I sure can use it.
At that moment
I had the most joy in my heart and worth more than diamonds and gold. Now, I know
a lot of folks reading this are thinking how did she buy that snuff and
cigarettes and her being just a kid. You gotta remember it was a very different
time and era and everybody knew each other. We’d patronized that little store
so much and the storekeeper was kin to us. I remember sometimes when we went in
there and he had some bananas that were getting to ripe to sell he’d give us a
bunch. Times sure have changed today and like I said the old ways have fell by
the road side, left behind to fade into the past.
Christmas is not about buying
presents and spending big bucks just to make sure the kids are happy. It’s
about love of family, sharing, thinking of the less fortunate, being satisfied
with what you have, teaching your kids the true meaning of Christmas. The little
things are the most important in life, not the big things and putting God in our
hearts every day of the year. I cherish those long ago Christmases, although we
weren’t rich in money, we had wealth a thousand ways more. I wish I could go
back to that simple time when the little things were worth more than money can
buy.
© Susie Swanson, 2016
I wish all of my Blogging Friends a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New year. May God Bless you all!! ~Susie