Friday, May 24, 2019

A Warrior

I have fought a hundred battles
In my mind I've seen it all
I have raised my gun against the enemy
And seen my comrades die and fall

I have carried the armor of courage
Always wanting to do my part
On land, sea, jungles and deserts
It will always lay heavy on my heart

To my brothers and sisters that have fallen
I will always remember them well
So much sacrifice, they gave their all
In that place we all called hell

Inside the battles are still raging
In my mind I still see and hear
Mortals, shells and the enemy
In my sleep they still appear

Yet each day I try to carry on
Although I have cried many tears
If I had to do it over again
I would shed my coat of fears

And walk straight into battle
With my head held mighty high
For the freedom I fight hard for
I am willing to lie down and die

I will always be a Warrior
Even after I'm dead and gone
Please do not forsake me
Fly old Glory proud and strong

© Susie Swanson, 2019

Friday, May 17, 2019

Down An Old Dirt Road

Old country roads remind me of walking to church come Sunday morning and walking back come Sunday night. They remind me of walking to the little country store with mama's list in hand. Those early morning walks to catch the school bus and walking back in home at end of day, stopping long enough take our shoes off and wade across the little creek come warm weather, is priceless.

The fresh morning smells of honeysuckle, wild roses, mountain laurel or crabapple blossoms drifting in the spring time air, or walking in those big snows that were knee deep in the winter, rolling in the snow and throwing snowballs at each other along the way.

Taking refuge under a big tree come a hard, summer's rain and still takin a wetting and loving it to no end. Then we ran through mud holes with our bare feet, busting em wide open, never thinking about getting the toe itch till it was to late.

Ahhhh, how can I forget the huckleberries and that sweet taste. We knew exactly where they came up and picked em fast as they ripened, along side the road.

And those delicious blackberries we picked for mama to can and looking forward to that fresh blackberry cobbler, all the while eating more than we picked. Never thinking twice about the chiggers or poison ivy till it was to late.

Climbing over barbed wire fences and ripping our clothes to pick poke salat for mama. She didn't take to kindly to the ripped clothes or the dangers of getting snake bit but the poke salat changed the subject really quick.

  Riding an ole, rusted bicycle around every curve and bend, with nary a brake knowing we'd hit the ditch or the creek. It's a wonders we hadn't broke our neck or worse.

And trying to outrun the others to get the mail every day and stumping our toes along the way. They never did have a chance to heal. When cold weather settled in and we had to wear shoes we'd still hobble down those ole roads.

I couldn’t count how many trips we made to and fro carrying gallons of milk from the neighbors when we were between cows, hungry for some good cornbread and milk to go along with supper, sometimes making a complete meal out of it.

 And how can I forget takin a few poufs off of a cigarette butt after snatchin it outta the yard when daddy threw it down. Ahhhh, the sickness and turning green that followed, I'd sure like to forget and is still a reminder today. I said then and there, "never again.” Whewww.

It didn't matter the season or the weather, we made memories to last a lifetime and those ole dirt roads paved the way.

There's so many memories that still linger. I go back quite often and listen to the echoes of a childhood full of many seeds that's been sowed. How can we ever forget an old dirt road.

                                               © Susie Swanson, 2019

Monday, May 6, 2019

Left To Slumber

I'm just an old home left to slumber from happy days gone by
Many wind swept memories still linger sweet as a lullaby
My ole run down heart still has plenty left to tell
if you'd just step on in and sit fer a spell

I'd tell of the voices echoeing around me through the years
of so many happy souls, still makes me cry joyful tears
I yearn to be a happy place where the sound of a bird's song
was once deafened by the children that are now grown

The pretty daffodils still bloom around me in the spring
I'll always cherish the gardener and the beauty she did bring
My tarpaper shingles are not fancy but I miss shiny windows so clean
awe, I can still hear the supper bell and it's my favorite ring

Those wrinkled, tired, ole hands from sun up to sun down
oh how the table held plenty and the food did abound
Come spring, summer, Fall or winter, blue skies or gray
helping to spread a father and mother's love in a boundless way

I loved being a peaceful, ole place to lay their heads at night
dreaming of another day, the mantle clock a pleasant quiet
While the ole whipperwills made their nightly call
trying to out do the crickets, hoot owls and all

So many feet running around every corner and bend
there was never a dull moment before loneliness settled in
Underneath this ole roof a lifetime of living came to unfold
those beautiful sunsets, sunrises and rain pelting never got old

The tall, bending grass makes me seem so empty and gray
time has a way of doing that and history does slip on away
I may not look like much to some sitting here in the past
but these old, weather beaten boards were surely made to last

Today I sit in slumber and remembering comes so easy
listening to the yesterdays drifting in the leaves so breezy
Waiting for someone to walk through my welcome, ole door
then time will stand still and I'll never be lonely anymore

© Susie Swanson, 2019